I feel sick, my body feels mangled. I don't feel or hear God at all.

by Daniela
(St. Louis, Mo, United states)

I have no hope. No peace. No love. No home. No car. No food. No clothes. I have nothing. I have survived of sheer prayer, and good faith. That has run out. The things I've been through would make you puke if I told you. I will spare you. God knows. My prayer is that I pray to see some of them suffer as bad, or worse than I have suffered. I've tried being nice. It doesn't work. I must be tough because if I'm not they'll take my very life from me. I don't know what to pray for as I'm tired of saying it. I want to see something happen. I want to see the ones that have belittled me, be put to shame. That's what I want. Make this happen. Until then, send the Holy Spirit to protect every part of me in Jesus Name. If there is a man out there that God intends for me to be with, protect him too. Prayer no bugs will come near me.