I’m hurting

by Sharlette
(United States)

I need prayer I have an open court case it was supposed to be dismissed November 27 but now it was being dragged out being dragged out to mental health court it’s harder for me to get a job because of this, I’m stuck in a homeless shelter
I feel like I am never going to get out of this homeless shelter I am becoming depressed and trying to avoid shutting down i’m trying not to overeat get depressed and get lazy I have a restraining order so I can’t go back to my apartment. I feel like I married the wrong person. There’s no love, no affection. There’s just a lies and custard arguments. His mother controls the entire marriage and the reason I have an open case is because his dad was raping me and I had to defend myself somehow so I don’t know what I’m gonna do. I’m stuck at a crossroads I don’t wanna give up and just not do anything with school not study for my drivers license not be productive with my life because of this, I’m crying all the time. I’m trying to have faith. I’m praying but I’m still human. I’m not perfect. I need prayer. I need strength to keep going even when it’s hard.